creatorship + intentional living

Honeytrucker Inner Circle

a home base for curious, creative, ambitious humans

You've read the books, named the patterns, done the work. This is where you go live: two live calls a month, voice notes and prompts in our private Telegram every Tuesday and Friday, Creatorship Labs for going deeper, and a circle of co-conspirators who are done waiting to feel ready.

Ruby, smiling softly, in a cream blouse against a white canyon wall
hey honey ~ i'm ruby, your guide

come think about this with me…

desires as compass

Why honeytrucker

Turn a generation of over-analyzed, burnt-out self-experts back into wildly alive, wide-awake participants

manifestation says

think it into being

hustle says

grind it into being

therapy culture says

understand it first

honeytrucker says

live it into being

participate, as a co-conspirator in creation

The first three each keep you a step away from your actual life: one in fantasy, one in franticness, one in analysis. Here, we make contact. We co-conspire with a reality that responds.

What the Inner Circle is

For people done spectating their own lives

the shift

life happens → I react

life happens + I have agency → I participate

We are the most self-aware people who have ever lived. We can name our patterns, our attachment style, our type. And so many of us still feel like we're watching our lives from the driveway.

The Inner Circle is where all that insight gets put to use. It's my group mentorship community for CREATORSHIP: consciously participating in the creation of your life. We don't control everything that happens to us. We do have enormous creative agency in how we respond, what we choose, what we make, what we practice and who we become.

I believe participating in your life is a personal responsibility, and the most alive thing you can do with it. So in HTIC we treat your life as creative material. You bring what you're building, living and questioning. Together we move it from thought to choice to action to something real, with a practical, sustainable approach that protects your style and your sanity every step of the way.

How we work together

The Six Moves of Creatorship

Six moves we make together, on our calls, in Telegram, and out in your actual life.

  1. 01

    Wake up

    Where am I living by default?

  2. 02

    Want

    What actually feels alive to me?

  3. 03

    Choose

    How do I act without certainty?

  4. 04

    Make

    How do I translate inner knowing into form?

  5. 05

    Tend

    What environments, rhythms and practices support what I'm creating?

  6. 06

    Become

    How does identity evolve through participation?

↺ and around we go again, each time from a new place.

How to join

The road in

Three easy milestones. Buckle up, co-conspirator.

  1. 1

    Apply →

    Twelve questions about you, what you're working on, and your vision for the next 12 months.

  2. 2

    Hear from me

    I read every application myself and reach out by Instagram DM or email, whichever you prefer.

  3. 3

    Step inside

    Choose quarterly or annual, lock in your founding rate, and come say hi in Telegram.

Ruby's creative brief: a selfie beside her van in the desert, surrounded by words that describe her

Your mentor

Hi, I'm Ruby

  • GuideHere's something I can teach you.
  • InvestigatorHere's something I'm thinking through.
  • PractitionerHere's how I'm living it.

I'm a creator, facilitator + professional question-asker interested in how we make lives that actually feel like our own.

My work lives at the intersection of psychology, philosophy, embodiment, creativity + the ancient wisdom traditions I've studied and taught for more than a decade.

That decade has included leading movement, facilitating trainings, personal coaching and guiding retreats. I lead with empathy and a knack for turning life's unexpected moments into growth.

fair warning: sit next to me at dinner and we're skipping the small talk. by dessert we're deep into desire, God, what your coffee order says about you and whether or not ambition is secretly capitalist. then i'll have you home and tucked in before 10pm for plenty of beauty rest.

More of my work

Queen of Routine · Self Study Practice · Self OS · Way of Being School · Mosaic Career Coaching

See the full portfolio →
  • lifelong entrepreneur
  • eldest daughter
  • obsessed with philosophy
  • spiritual hippie
  • grounded guide
  • dialed in to nuance
  • certified yapper
  • proud perfectionist

Who it's for

The Inner Circle might be for you if…

Capable, creative, curious, multi-interested people. Founders, artists, leaders, women in transition, anyone questioning the default script. You probably don't need another self-development program. You might want permission, possibility, perspective and practice.

These are the standards we hold each other to. They're what make the room worth being in. Go ahead, sign the slip.

permission slip · no. 001

I, the undersigned co-conspirator…

click to tick what's true for you ↓

signed, ____________

Good to know

The Inner Circle is group mentorship. It isn't a substitute for individual therapeutic support, and it doesn't include private time with me beyond what's included.

Founding membership

30 founding seats. Your rate, for life.

psst: the founding rate never goes up on you. not next year, not ever, as long as you stay.

Quarterly

$444/ quarter

normally $780

  • Everything inside the circle
  • Founding Member rate for life
Apply →
admit one · founding memberseat __ / 30

Payment plan accommodations available on request.

Cancel anytime with 30 days' notice before your next recurring payment. No full or partial refunds.

In their words

From people who've worked with me

Working with Ruby equipped me with the tools to move forward with confidence towards my innermost desires.

I am able to navigate the murky waters of the unknown (aka life) with clarity like I have never experienced before.

— Lane

Absolutely love how Ruby can speak to my soul even through the computer.

— Peggy

Ruby continually sparks inspiration, intention, and new ways of being and thinking in me that I have so much gratitude for.

She helps me find new ways to challenge myself that feel in alignment with who I am and how I want to show up in the world!

— Ava

Good questions

Asked + answered

What does a Founding Member get?

The first 30 members pay the founding rate, $444 a quarter or $1,628 a year, and keep it for as long as they stay. If you cancel and come back later, you'll rejoin at the regular rate.

Where does the Inner Circle happen?

Day to day, in our private Telegram community, a free app for your phone and computer. I'm in there every Tuesday and Friday with voice notes, replies and prompts. We also meet live twice a month for 90 minutes of teaching, hot seats and Q&A.

Do I get one-on-one time with you?

The Inner Circle is group mentorship, so private calls aren't included. Members get first access to 1:1 time with me whenever spots open up.

Can I pay in installments?

Yes. Payment plan accommodations are available on request. Mention it in your application or DM me.

How do I cancel?

Give 30 days' notice before your next recurring payment. There are no full or partial refunds, so please review the details before you enroll.

I did The Seasonal Shift. Is this the next step?

It can be. The Inner Circle takes the same approach, noticing, choosing and practicing on purpose, and gives it a home all year with more support and a steady group.

Many doorways, one question

Welcome to the honeytrucker universe

How do we make lives that actually feel like our own? honeytrucker exists to expand your sense of possibility and help you become an active creator of a life that's entirely your own.

What we talk about

Five themes we play in

5themeswe play in

  1. 001

    Sustainable Becoming

    how we change

  2. 002

    The Art of Living

    how we experience

  3. 003

    Embodied Aesthetic

    how we express

  4. 004

    Creative Life Design

    how we create

  5. 005

    Going Deeper

    how we understand

Ways in

Each doorway goes a little deeper than the last

  1. listen · free

    The Podcast

    i hope listening offers you the sense that you’re sitting with me on my porch with a cup of coffee or a glass of wine or a can of sparkling water, and i hope that something i offer resonates as something you needed to hear. xx

  2. read · digital is free

    HT Mag

    My seasonal magazine for intentional living and creatorship. The latest is The Red Issue, Summer '26. Annual members get every issue in print.

  3. gather · free

    Seasonal experiences

    Live experiences I host at the turn of every season, like The Seasonal Shift · Autumn Edition, Sept 13 – Oct 4, 2026.

  4. you are here

    practice · 30 founding seats

    The Inner Circle

    Where all of it comes together, all year: live calls, Tuesdays and Fridays in Telegram, Creatorship Labs, and a circle of co-conspirators.

the table's set. there's a chair with your name on it.

Your seat in the circle is waiting

Do the thing, and you'll have the power. Founding rates are open for the first 30 members. Apply, and I'll be in touch personally.